The Waiting
these are the days of waiting
of prayerful thoughts
of urgent pushing
when life and death
are equidistant
when repose, just isn't
these are the longest nights
when light can't push through
when it sits hard on my chest
you smile
tell me it will be alright
that the life and death of things
moves easily past you
to another room
another mother
because you are of me
and he is of you
and birth will pull you into the stream
let you fly over the falls
as the weight of water
of bone
blooms in the darkness.
copyright/all rights reserved Audrey Howitt 2018
Here is Max: Now 5 months old:
We have been busy!
Posted for Poets United
Oh he is so sweet and adorable...many congrats and I adore your wonderful poem! Enjoy this busy time with Max and your family!
ReplyDeleteIt feels magical! Thank you!
DeleteA beautiful poem of waiting!! And a beautiful baby Max!!!
ReplyDeleteI wrote this one during the last week before delivery--the time when we do a lot of praying--
DeleteI really really love this poem... and what a sweet smile... love how you used the darkness here.
ReplyDeleteHe is a happy baby! Thank you!
DeleteI held my breathe through the whole darn thing. This was a great read for me.
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PS: MAX! What a cutie... you're in trouble : )
DeleteI had forgotten so much of what this felt like when I was there in the middle of giving birth to my kids--it is nice to remember it and see it from this point of view--and he is a cutie! He has gorgeous parents---
DeleteAs a grandmother of healthy three-year-old twins born of a high-risk pregnancy, I really appreciate your poem.Thanks!
ReplyDeleteThat is one beautiful, beautiful baby!😍😍 Loved your poem.. its truly breathtaking! 💜
ReplyDeleteBeautiful child!!
ReplyDeleteThinking of your poem - I think this is one of your best really. Very depthful and intense. I was especially struck by the part about life and death being equidistant, the closeness of death to life and life to death. Made me do some thinking!!
That last stanza packs all the punch of a birth - congratulations!
ReplyDeleteAw! This brought me back 18 1/2 years ago when my Max came into the world. I imagine you have been busy. :D
ReplyDeletethe innocent smile of a child is just the best thing... :)
ReplyDeleteThis poem is stunning - really, an eloquent rendering of this 'passage' in life. I love it! Wonderful picture! Congratulations to you and your family, Audrey!
ReplyDeleteMax is pure magic. Enjoy the sweetness. Congratulations!
ReplyDeleteA gorgeous baby and a gorgeous poem. I especially like the young mom's assurance that being of you and he of her, she would fly over the falls. Clearly, she did just that, and look at that happy face! How wonderful! I have a new great grandson arriving in late July. It will be an exciting time.
ReplyDeleteSmiles are little suns... Darkness can't take over while a face we love looks at us glowing with glee, with life, with tomorrow bursting out of bright eyes. Just precious.
ReplyDeleteI love your poem and handsome Max. Many blessings to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteLife and death are like twin bookends. Love that face!
ReplyDeleteYes you have been busy, taking care of a most precious gift. That is a million dollar smile. Peace and blessings upon your family.
ReplyDeleteYour words are incredibly moving Audrey, and little Max is beautiful.
ReplyDeleteAnna :o]
Max is simply beautiful! And so is the poem.
ReplyDeleteThis is a magnificent poem - honest and introspective in its wisdom and experience.
ReplyDeleteAnd Max is so adorable. My heartiest congratulations!
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