Sunday, January 14, 2018

Small Envies

i trace paths
make inroads
between sofa and ottoman

feel their push 
against the backs of my legs

sometimes i wish for other

days
    when thin light stretched full
months
    which cycled through me
    with predictability
years
    in which i was the delta
    between hill and sea

small envies
those wishes 
like nuts before roasting

hard and sweet

copyright/all rights reserved Audrey Howitt 2018

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Thursday, January 11, 2018

On Account



the agreement was made out of love
compacted into ground glass

I find my hands in front of me
shovels, have just enough left
for the slow daily
shaving of self

a promise of forever
locked into glass's light

copyright/all rights reserved Audrey Howitt 2018


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Sunday, December 10, 2017

Demeter’s Sorrow





Autumn arrives in red-leaved clusters
creating its own frisson, breath suspended,
pontoons adrift,

gathering pockets of earth unto herself
cradling each,
a palette of promised renewal, veiled
by unshed tears.

Demeter sadly holds out dying grasses
toward the evening’s whisper of winter,
the time of waiting, the donning of white down,
eclipsing the sun
until shoots of spring herald joy’s return.



Audrey Howitt copyright/all rights reserved 2017

originally published in Greek Fire, Lost Tower Publications,

ISBN 13 978-1508589853

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and for dVerse

Sunday, December 3, 2017

39 weeks



winter blooms
sending cool thoughts
to heated days

we wait
turn clocks

a light in the window
at dusk

i begin again
knit
purl
to cover you
when you arrive

copyright/all rights reserved Audrey Howitt 2017

We are counting down days before my older daughter gives birth to Max--I will be a grandmother!

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Sunday, October 29, 2017

Willing Myself to Remember



drunk with freedom,
an afternoon takes on
opaque colors

i wander streets, mumbling
unknown addresses
to vacant hours

in search
of a memory
marked in sepia wash


All rights reserved/copyright Audrey Howitt 2017

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Sunday, October 22, 2017

Confessions


Morgue File
froggidonna



when she bared her soul it was too late
her words slack in the wind
eyes rimmed in red

her nails hung to dry
blistering on bent nails
in aged sun

when she swore allegiance
it was only to tiny gods

the ones whose noses she had wiped
at noon
the ones whose hair she had braided
at dusk

her words litter hallways
never swept
her heart
a welcome mat



copyright/all rights reserved Audrey Howitt

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Note: I am not sure where this one came from or what it really means yet--it feels unfinished, but not sure where to take it just yet

Sunday, October 8, 2017

Learning Braille









MorgueFile
lauramusikanski



stillness hangs taut
like stories embroidered
on monk's cloth

its weave loose
until my needle jabs through

i know each thread

colors carefully chosen,
shelf paper
for naked cupboards 

smiling crookedly at the oddities
that floss has created

i lay my fingers
on top
and read
each tale

copyright/all rights reserved Audrey Howitt 2017

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